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That happened to me this past week. God has been teaching me to look upward and to look inward. I've been realizing that I have been so focused on the challenges in my life, that I've been trying to fix them with my own strength. If I just work harder at pleasing people, if I just read more books or look for more ideas to help, things will get better. I do believe these things are helpful and meaningful, but the key is that I'm not the one doing the healing.
There is One who is greater than I who can do that hard work. I don't have to take on the burdens all on my own. I don't have to make everything better for everyone. Jesus has already done that for us. He's won the victory over the world and even over death itself.
Then shouldn't I look to Him who is greater?
The sacred echo brings these texts...
"Fix your thoughts on Jesus." Ephesians 3:1
"Fixing our eyes on Jesus." Hebrews 12:2
I've spent some time in the deep South, and the idea of "fixin' to" comes to mind as I read these passages. "I'm fixin' to go to the beach." "I'm fixin' to make supper." But I don't think that's quite what the scriptures are referring to here. Shannon Geurin says that keeping our eyes fixed on Jesus "simply means that you have such a connection with Him that every part of you aligns with Him. He is the key and you are the lock."
Every part. Now this can be something I'm fixin' to do. To align every part of myself with God. To fix my thoughts, to fix my eyes, to fix my heart on the One who is true and right and holy and good.
"The Greek word "fix" contains the idea of concentrating your gaze; to focus all of your attention on one object."
We have that choice.
We can fix our gaze on earthly things. On our problems, our concerns, our frustrations. The crazy life that is 2020...
Or we can choose to fix our gaze on the author of life. The Creator of peace itself. The one able to calm every storm and walk with us across the waters.
I admit that I don't know how to do this.
I do know that the more I pray, the more I read Scripture, the more I talk with Christian friends and meditate on God's word, the more I will gaze in the right direction.
Maybe that's all we can do, this side of Heaven.
Fix our eyes in the right direction.